Keep It Cool
Today I've realized something.
Things don't get rushed easily. And things don't always end up as you plan it. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Go with the flow. Do what life has to offer. Since it's the best for you, and what God thinks is the best for you, it will make you happy. Not every one in this world needs you. But all who leave and let go has a counterpart. Always. When you let go of something, whether you want to or not, it will always come back to you when you deserve it or something better.
You can never turn down what opportunity will approach you. Like I said, just go with the flow. Whether good or bad, you just have to accept it. If someone hands you a tissue instead of handkerchief, accept it. It would still probably dry your tears just as a handkerchief does. Although you cannot keep a tissue when already used. If someone gives out biscuits instead of cookies, accept it anyway. It would still fill your stomach. Some people don't even eat the whole day.
I'm writing this deep and serious post because I let out my feelings through writing, not crying. Crying never helped me as much as writing does. Crying, for me, symbolizes longing. For something. Like, when you cry because you're hungry.. You long for food. But I'm not longing for anything and/or hoping for anything so, there's no reason for me to cry. I wouldn't cry all night long for some thing I know wouldn't be worth my tears. Though I'm not saying it's not worth my tears. I'm just saying, I'd rather waste my tears in good times rather in bad times. I would rather have tears of joy instead of tears of sorrow. And it's working for me since I'm not one to be a gloomy type of person. I will always be happy. ALWAYS. You will never see me sad. If ever you do, I'm just probably acting. I just don't believe that sadness is the key to solving a problem. Sadness is more of a jail. Once you get locked in, you may never come out. Sometimes, it's also a whirlpool. When you get sad, you can also suck other people into your sadness.
That's why I'm not making this post TOO melodramatic. Since all of you who are reading are already in the mood to be sad and gloomy and all that. And that all of you are probably wondering, "What's happening to her?", I'm not telling. Sorry! It's just kind of private. Though I know all of you are having your own guesses. Feel free to share on the comments below! Teheehee! Now, to soften this melodramatic post, I'd like all of you to focus on this picture right here:
Now that we're done staring (and probably laughing) at Gramma Wat here, let's get back to being serious and all that. You see, life has its own ups and downs. And nobody ever said life was easy. Actually, before, I thought life was easy. But now, I realized that life is truly and genuinely hard. I never knew life could be this hard. But as far as I've concerned, I still got more reasons to be happy than those reasons that make me sad.
I got at least two things that are the reasons that are making me sad right now: (or at least worried) public speaking on two subjects and proofreading. I'm hitting the lowest of the low here. I'm actually sad about things I love. Since I love public speaking (even though I freeze at times) and I love proofreading (well, not really 'love' as just simply 'like') because I love correcting spellings and grammars on a certain paragraph (even though, I myself am guilty for not being able to create a perfect paragraph as well). And if I am going to share the reasons that make me happy, I think I won't be able to finish it in just one night. Maybe I'll start the list. But I won't be able to end it. Here I go:
1. Parents that love me so much
2. Parents that support me in my decisions
3. Parents that make me who I am
4. Parents that scold me so I can learn a lesson
5. Parents that teach me right from wrong
6. Friends that love me so much
7. Friends that support me in my decisions
8. Friends that make me who I am
9. Friends that scold me so I can learn a lesson
10. Friends that teach me right from wrong
...And all the other reasons I'm too lazy to type. My point here is, I've got so much to be thankful for. I'm not going to let one problem curse my whole life and the few more after. I will always be strong. No one will ever bring me down. I am strong. I am who I am. And I am me. I will never cry because I don't long for sympathy. I just want my life back. The way it always used to be. And I'm getting it. I 'will' get it. I'm starting to get it.
My life begins now.
Things don't get rushed easily. And things don't always end up as you plan it. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Go with the flow. Do what life has to offer. Since it's the best for you, and what God thinks is the best for you, it will make you happy. Not every one in this world needs you. But all who leave and let go has a counterpart. Always. When you let go of something, whether you want to or not, it will always come back to you when you deserve it or something better.
You can never turn down what opportunity will approach you. Like I said, just go with the flow. Whether good or bad, you just have to accept it. If someone hands you a tissue instead of handkerchief, accept it. It would still probably dry your tears just as a handkerchief does. Although you cannot keep a tissue when already used. If someone gives out biscuits instead of cookies, accept it anyway. It would still fill your stomach. Some people don't even eat the whole day.
I'm writing this deep and serious post because I let out my feelings through writing, not crying. Crying never helped me as much as writing does. Crying, for me, symbolizes longing. For something. Like, when you cry because you're hungry.. You long for food. But I'm not longing for anything and/or hoping for anything so, there's no reason for me to cry. I wouldn't cry all night long for some thing I know wouldn't be worth my tears. Though I'm not saying it's not worth my tears. I'm just saying, I'd rather waste my tears in good times rather in bad times. I would rather have tears of joy instead of tears of sorrow. And it's working for me since I'm not one to be a gloomy type of person. I will always be happy. ALWAYS. You will never see me sad. If ever you do, I'm just probably acting. I just don't believe that sadness is the key to solving a problem. Sadness is more of a jail. Once you get locked in, you may never come out. Sometimes, it's also a whirlpool. When you get sad, you can also suck other people into your sadness.
That's why I'm not making this post TOO melodramatic. Since all of you who are reading are already in the mood to be sad and gloomy and all that. And that all of you are probably wondering, "What's happening to her?", I'm not telling. Sorry! It's just kind of private. Though I know all of you are having your own guesses. Feel free to share on the comments below! Teheehee! Now, to soften this melodramatic post, I'd like all of you to focus on this picture right here:
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| The longer you stare, the funnier it gets. I hope. |
I got at least two things that are the reasons that are making me sad right now: (or at least worried) public speaking on two subjects and proofreading. I'm hitting the lowest of the low here. I'm actually sad about things I love. Since I love public speaking (even though I freeze at times) and I love proofreading (well, not really 'love' as just simply 'like') because I love correcting spellings and grammars on a certain paragraph (even though, I myself am guilty for not being able to create a perfect paragraph as well). And if I am going to share the reasons that make me happy, I think I won't be able to finish it in just one night. Maybe I'll start the list. But I won't be able to end it. Here I go:
1. Parents that love me so much
2. Parents that support me in my decisions
3. Parents that make me who I am
4. Parents that scold me so I can learn a lesson
5. Parents that teach me right from wrong
6. Friends that love me so much
7. Friends that support me in my decisions
8. Friends that make me who I am
9. Friends that scold me so I can learn a lesson
10. Friends that teach me right from wrong
...And all the other reasons I'm too lazy to type. My point here is, I've got so much to be thankful for. I'm not going to let one problem curse my whole life and the few more after. I will always be strong. No one will ever bring me down. I am strong. I am who I am. And I am me. I will never cry because I don't long for sympathy. I just want my life back. The way it always used to be. And I'm getting it. I 'will' get it. I'm starting to get it.
My life begins now.
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